मैं चिड़िया बनना चाहती हूं …

“What if you could take an eraser and remove ONE event from history?”

One event.

One chapter.

One turning point.

And history would suddenly take a completely different direction.

I have thought about this question.

And if you ask me what I would erase from world history, there are countless tragedies that immediately come to mind.

But if you ask me about Indian history…

My answer comes instantly.

I WOULD ERASE THE COLONIAL ERA OF INDIA.

Not because I want to forget history.

Not because I believe India was perfect before colonialism.

And not because I think removing one chapter would magically create a perfect India.

I would erase it because sometimes I cannot stop wondering about something much more haunting:

WHAT KIND OF INDIA WOULD WE HAVE BECOME IF WE HAD NEVER BEEN COLONISED?

Would India have remained one of the world’s great economic powers?

Would our industries have developed differently?

Would Partition have happened?

Would millions of families have avoided displacement?

Would our freedom fighters have lived long enough to see the India they dreamed about?

Would our education system have evolved differently?

Would our modern values have remained more deeply connected with our own civilisational roots?

Would India have become the “Sone Ki Chidiya” that generations still talk about?

We will never know.

And perhaps that is the most fascinating—and heartbreaking—part of history.

There is an entire version of India that exists only in the realm of:

“WHAT IF?”

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🐦 THE “SONE KI CHIDIYA” THAT COULD HAVE BEEN

We grew up hearing the phrase:

“SONE KI CHIDIYA.”

The Golden Bird.

A phrase used to describe India’s historical wealth, trade, craftsmanship, knowledge and cultural richness.

Sometimes, I imagine India as an actual golden bird.

A bird with enormous wings.

Full of potential.

Full of colour.

Full of knowledge.

Full of creativity.

And then I imagine history changing.

What if those wings had never been restrained?

What if Indian traders, artisans, entrepreneurs, scientists and scholars had been allowed to develop their possibilities on their own terms?

What if indigenous industries had continued evolving without colonial economic priorities?

What if India had entered the modern industrial age without colonial domination?

Would we have become one of the richest countries in the world?

Maybe.

Could we have?

Absolutely, it is possible.

Would it definitely have happened?

We can never know.

History doesn’t give us a parallel India to compare.

But the possibility is enough to make me wonder.

Because perhaps the real tragedy isn’t simply the wealth India lost.

Perhaps it is the WEALTH OF POSSIBILITIES that we can never calculate.

“History doesn’t only record what happened.
It also leaves behind the ghosts of what could have happened.”

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💰 WHAT IF INDIA HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO BUILD ON ITS OWN STRENGTH?

Imagine an Indian weaver.

An artisan.

A trader.

A scientist.

A scholar.

An entrepreneur.

A family business.

A local industry.

Every one of them carried a possibility.

Imagine an Indian craftsman turning a centuries-old skill into a global luxury brand.

Imagine an Indian entrepreneur building a multinational company generations before modern India’s corporate boom.

Imagine Indian manufacturing becoming globally dominant.

Imagine Indian universities evolving into international centres of research.

Imagine Indian scientists contributing to the Industrial Revolution from an Indian base.

Imagine our cities developing according to our own economic priorities.

We cannot prove that these things would have happened.

But we also cannot know how many possibilities were interrupted.

Because history records the things that happened.

It doesn’t record every invention that was never made.

Every business that was never built.

Every scholar whose work never travelled.

Every family whose economic future changed.

Every dream that never got a chance.

THAT IS THE INDIA I SOMETIMES THINK ABOUT.

Not a perfect India.

But an India that got to write its own story.

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🇮🇳 THE BIGGEST “WHAT IF” — WOULD PARTITION HAVE HAPPENED?

This is perhaps the most emotional question for me.

When I imagine a different Indian history, I cannot help wondering:

WHAT IF PARTITION HAD NEVER HAPPENED?

Would India and Pakistan have become separate countries?

Would millions of people have been forced to leave their homes?

Would families have been separated?

Would communities that had lived together for generations suddenly find themselves on different sides of a border?

Would trains have carried refugees instead of ordinary travellers?

Would countless lives have been lost?

We can never say with certainty that Partition would definitely have been avoided in a colonial-free timeline.

History is far too complicated for that.

But imagining a different political evolution makes me think about the human cost of Partition.

Because Partition wasn’t merely a line on a map.

It was:

HOMES.

FAMILIES.

MEMORIES.

CHILDHOODS.

FRIENDSHIPS.

ANCESTRAL LAND.

IDENTITY.

Imagine being told that the home where your grandparents were born is suddenly across a border.

Imagine leaving everything familiar behind with only a few belongings.

Imagine never seeing your childhood home again.

That is why the question of Partition feels so much bigger than politics.

It reminds us that historical decisions eventually become someone’s personal tragedy.

“A line drawn on a map can become a lifetime written in tears.”

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🕊️ WHAT IF OUR FREEDOM FIGHTERS HAD NEVER NEEDED TO FIGHT FOR FREEDOM?

And then comes another thought that breaks my heart.

Our freedom fighters.

Mahatma Gandhi.

Bhagat Singh.

Chandrashekhar Azad.

Subhas Chandra Bose.

Ram Prasad Bismil.

Ashfaqulla Khan.

Rani Lakshmibai.

Sardar Patel.

Sarojini Naidu.

Lala Lajpat Rai.

And thousands upon thousands of known and unknown Indians.

They fought because India was not free.

They sacrificed because India was not free.

Some went to prison.

Some were tortured.

Some were executed.

Some died far too young.

Some never got to see the India they dreamed about.

And sometimes I wonder:

WHAT IF THEY NEVER HAD TO FIGHT THAT BATTLE IN THE FIRST PLACE?

Imagine Bhagat Singh growing old.

Imagine him sitting with his grandchildren.

Imagine him writing books.

Imagine him debating India’s future.

Imagine Chandrashekhar Azad becoming an old man.

Imagine Subhas Chandra Bose watching India become independent.

Imagine the countless unnamed freedom fighters living ordinary lives with their families.

We will never know what those lives would have looked like.

But that possibility is incredibly powerful.

Because colonialism didn’t only take political freedom.

It took TIME.

It took LIVES.

It took OPPORTUNITIES.

It forced an entire generation to spend its energy fighting for the right to determine its own future.

And sometimes I think:

How many extraordinary lives could have been lived if those people had not been forced to sacrifice theirs?

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📚 WHAT IF OUR EDUCATION SYSTEM HAD EVOLVED DIFFERENTLY?

This is another part of the “what if” that fascinates me.

India had rich traditions of learning long before modern colonial education.

Our civilisation developed traditions of mathematics, astronomy, medicine, philosophy, linguistics, literature, logic and debate.

Knowledge was not always viewed simply as a tool for employment.

It was connected with:

CHARACTER.

DISCIPLINE.

DUTY.

SELF-KNOWLEDGE.

SOCIETY.

PHILOSOPHY.

AND THE PURPOSE OF LIFE.

Modern education brought many valuable things.

Science.

Modern institutions.

Universities.

New disciplines.

Global knowledge.

And I would never want India to reject modern science or progress.

But sometimes I wonder:

WHAT IF OUR MODERN EDUCATION SYSTEM HAD EVOLVED MORE ORGANICALLY FROM OUR OWN INTELLECTUAL TRADITIONS?

What if we had created an education system combining:

Indian philosophy + modern science.

Ancient mathematics + modern technology.

Traditional knowledge + critical thinking.

Indian languages + global communication.

Spiritual wisdom + scientific curiosity.

Cultural roots + innovation.

Perhaps our education system would look completely different today.

And perhaps that is the kind of education system I would love to see:

AN EDUCATION THAT MAKES YOU MODERN WITHOUT MAKING YOU ROOTLESS.

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🌿 WHAT ABOUT OUR VALUE SYSTEM?

This is where the question becomes deeply personal.

Because colonialism wasn’t only about political control.

It also interacted with education, institutions, culture and the way Indians understood themselves.

And I sometimes wonder:

What if our modern value system had evolved with a stronger continuity with our own civilisational traditions?

Imagine a modern India where children grow up learning both:

QUANTUM PHYSICS AND THE BHAGAVAD GITA.

ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE AND INDIAN PHILOSOPHY.

GLOBAL ECONOMICS AND VASUDHAIVA KUTUMBAKAM.

MODERN MEDICINE AND TRADITIONAL KNOWLEDGE.

ENTREPRENEURSHIP AND SEVA.

AMBITION AND CONTENTMENT.

SCIENCE AND SPIRITUALITY.

I don’t mean that everything traditional was perfect.

It wasn’t.

India had social inequalities and practices that needed—and still need—reform.

Modern values such as equality, individual rights, scientific thinking and democracy are incredibly important.

So I don’t want an India that rejects the world.

I want an India confident enough to learn from the world WITHOUT FORGETTING ITSELF.

“The strongest tree is not the one with the biggest leaves.
It is the one with the deepest roots.”

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✨ ROOTED IN INDIA, OPEN TO THE WORLD

Perhaps this is the India I imagine.

Not an India isolated from the world.

Not an India that thinks everything foreign is bad.

But an India that doesn’t need to imitate anyone to feel modern.

An India that can say:

WE CAN LEARN FROM EVERYONE WITHOUT FORGETTING WHO WE ARE.

Imagine a young Indian who can build an international technology company…

while still understanding the philosophy of the Gita.

Someone who speaks fluent English…

but is equally proud of Hindi, Tamil, Bengali, Marathi, Telugu, Odia, Chhattisgarhi and every other Indian language.

Someone who works with artificial intelligence…

but understands the importance of compassion.

Someone who wants financial success…

but knows that money isn’t the only measure of a meaningful life.

Someone who travels the world…

but still feels deeply connected to home.

THAT, TO ME, IS CULTURAL CONFIDENCE.

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🌏 WOULD INDIA HAVE BEEN PERFECT WITHOUT COLONIALISM?

No.

And this is important.

I don’t want to romanticise an imaginary India.

Even without colonialism, India would have had problems.

Political conflicts.

Social inequalities.

Regional differences.

Wars.

Economic challenges.

Internal power struggles.

Maybe completely different difficulties.

Removing colonialism wouldn’t magically create paradise.

But there is something powerful about being allowed to face your problems ON YOUR OWN TERMS.

We might have made our own mistakes.

We might have developed our own solutions.

We might have created different institutions.

We might have taken a completely different path.

And perhaps the freedom to make our own mistakes would itself have been a form of freedom.

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💭 THE INDIA THAT NEVER GOT TO HAPPEN

This is perhaps the most haunting part of the entire question.

I don’t only think about what India lost.

I think about what India NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO BECOME.

The scientist who might have existed.

The company that might have been built.

The university that might have become world-famous.

The invention that might have changed an industry.

The artist who might have travelled the world.

The entrepreneur who might have created thousands of jobs.

The family that might never have been displaced.

The freedom fighter who might have lived to old age.

The child who might have received a completely different education.

The society that might have evolved differently.

These are impossible to measure.

Because they belong to an alternate timeline.

A timeline that exists only in imagination.

And perhaps that is why “what if” is such a powerful phrase.

Two words.

But an entire universe inside them.

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🐦 WHAT IF THE GOLDEN BIRD HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO FLY?

This is the image that stays in my mind.

I imagine India as a golden bird.

Not a perfect bird.

Not a bird without wounds.

But a bird with enormous potential.

And then history happens.

Its wings are restrained.

Its direction is controlled.

Its development is interrupted.

Its possibilities are narrowed.

And centuries later, we look at the bird and ask:

WHAT COULD YOU HAVE BECOME?

Maybe that’s why “Sone Ki Chidiya” feels so emotional to me.

It isn’t simply a story about past wealth.

It is a metaphor for POSSIBILITY.

A possibility that was interrupted.

A future that was never fully written.

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🇮🇳 BUT I DON’T WANT TO LIVE IN “WHAT IF”

This is where the story changes.

Because we can spend our entire lives asking:

What if the British had never come?

What if Partition had never happened?

What if our industries had developed differently?

What if our education system had evolved differently?

What if our freedom fighters had lived longer?

What if India had remained one of the world’s richest countries?

What if?

What if?

What if?

But eventually…

we have to come back to the present.

Because HISTORY CANNOT BE UNDONE.

We cannot bring back the lost years.

We cannot erase the borders that already exist.

We cannot bring back every life that was lost.

We cannot create the exact India that might have existed.

But there is something we CAN do.

WE CAN BUILD THE INDIA THAT HISTORY COULD NOT PREVENT US FROM BECOMING.

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🌱 MAYBE THE REAL “SONE KI CHIDIYA” IS STILL BEING BUILT

Imagine an India where:

🇮🇳 Indian universities lead the world in research.

🇮🇳 Indian scientists create breakthrough technologies.

🇮🇳 Indian entrepreneurs build global companies.

🇮🇳 Indian artisans turn traditional crafts into international brands.

🇮🇳 Indian languages flourish alongside global languages.

🇮🇳 Indian philosophy is studied alongside modern science.

🇮🇳 Young people are ambitious without becoming disconnected from their roots.

🇮🇳 Education creates thinkers, not just job seekers.

🇮🇳 Technology grows alongside ethics.

🇮🇳 Economic growth reaches every section of society.

🇮🇳 Modernity grows alongside cultural confidence.

🇮🇳 India becomes prosperous without losing its soul.

That, to me, would be the REAL “SONE KI CHIDIYA.”

Not simply a rich India.

A WISE India.

A CONFIDENT India.

A CREATIVE India.

A COMPASSIONATE India.

A SCIENTIFIC India.

A PROSPEROUS India.

An India that knows where it came from…

and isn’t afraid of where it is going.

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🕊️ I WOULD ERASE THE COLONIAL ERA — BUT NOT THE LESSONS

If I had that magical eraser, I would erase the colonial era.

But I would keep the lessons.

Because forgetting history would be another tragedy.

I would want future generations to understand:

Freedom is precious.

Self-determination matters.

Culture matters.

Education matters.

Economic independence matters.

Critical thinking matters.

Scientific thinking matters.

And most importantly:

NO CIVILISATION SHOULD EVER BELIEVE THAT IT IS LESSER THAN ANOTHER.

I don’t want Indians to remember colonial history only with anger.

I want us to remember it with AWARENESS.

Because history becomes meaningful when it doesn’t merely make us emotional.

IT MAKES US WISER.

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🌟 MAYBE THE GREATEST REVENGE AGAINST HISTORY IS CREATION

There is something incredibly powerful about rebuilding.

A civilisation can be wounded.

It can be exploited.

It can be divided.

It can be humiliated.

But if its people continue to learn, create, innovate and dream…

IT CAN RISE AGAIN.

And perhaps that is India’s story.

Not simply the story of what happened to us.

But the story of how we continued.

How we survived.

How we adapted.

How we became independent.

How we built a democracy.

How we developed industries.

How we entered the modern world.

How we became one of the world’s major economies.

And how the dream of a prosperous India never disappeared.

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🇮🇳 THE INDIA I WANT TO SEE

If someone gave me a choice today:

“You can have your imaginary colonial-free India, or you can have the power to build the India of the future.”

I would choose the second.

Because the first exists only in imagination.

But the second is still possible.

I want an India where prosperity isn’t merely remembered in history books.

Where “Sone Ki Chidiya” isn’t just something our grandparents told us about.

I want an India where future generations can say:

“Our ancestors inherited a complicated history, but they didn’t allow history to decide their future.”

I want an India that is:

ROOTED, BUT NOT CLOSED.

MODERN, BUT NOT ROOTLESS.

POWERFUL, BUT NOT ARROGANT.

WEALTHY, BUT NOT MATERIALISTIC.

SCIENTIFIC, BUT NOT WITHOUT SOUL.

GLOBAL, BUT STILL DEEPLY INDIAN.

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🐦 MAYBE THE GOLDEN BIRD WAS NEVER LOST

Maybe this is what I have slowly started believing.

Perhaps the Sone Ki Chidiya was never completely destroyed.

Perhaps it was wounded.

Perhaps its wings were damaged.

Perhaps it was forced to sit quietly for a very long time.

But it never forgot how to fly.

And every generation has the opportunity to repair another part of its wings.

EDUCATION.

SCIENCE.

TECHNOLOGY.

CULTURE.

ENTREPRENEURSHIP.

EQUALITY.

INNOVATION.

COMPASSION.

GOOD GOVERNANCE.

When these come together…

THE BIRD BEGINS TO RISE AGAIN.

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❤️ IF I REALLY HAD THAT ERASER…

So, if I really had a magical eraser and could erase one chapter from Indian history…

I WOULD ERASE THE COLONIAL ERA.

I would erase the political domination.

The economic exploitation.

The loss of self-determination.

The countless lives affected.

The opportunities interrupted.

The freedom struggle that had to happen in the first place.

The possibility of Partition as we experienced it.

The generations who had to fight simply to be free.

And perhaps most painfully…

THE FUTURES THAT NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO HAPPEN.

I would love to see a world where our freedom fighters lived long enough to grow old.

Where Bhagat Singh could have become an old man.

Where Chandrashekhar Azad could have lived beyond his youth.

Where countless unnamed freedom fighters could have spent their lives with their families instead of sacrificing them for freedom.

I would love to imagine an India where Partition never happened.

Where millions of families didn’t have to leave their ancestral homes.

Where borders didn’t suddenly divide communities that had lived together for generations.

I would love to imagine an India whose modern education system evolved more deeply from its own intellectual traditions.

An India whose value system remained rooted in its civilisational wisdom while still embracing science, modernity and progress.

An India that perhaps became extraordinarily wealthy.

Perhaps even one of the world’s richest nations.

Maybe.

Maybe not.

We will never know.

But I will always wonder.

Because there is an entire India that exists only in our imagination.

THE INDIA THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.

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🌟 BUT HISTORY HAS GIVEN US SOMETHING MORE VALUABLE THAN A TIME MACHINE

It has given us a choice.

We can spend our energy mourning the India that might have been.

Or we can build the India that can still be.

We can look backward and say:

“WE LOST.”

Or we can look forward and say:

“N O W W A T C H U S B U I L D.”

We can inherit history as a burden…

or as a lesson.

We can keep asking:

“What if India had never been colonised?”

Or we can start asking:

“WHAT IF THE INDIA OF TOMORROW BECOMES EVERYTHING THE INDIA OF YESTERDAY NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO BECOME?”

And that question gives me hope.

Because the past is closed.

BUT THE FUTURE IS STILL UNWRITTEN.

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✨ THE FINAL QUESTION

Maybe the real question isn’t:

“What would India have been without colonialism?”

Maybe the real question is:

WHAT WILL INDIA BECOME NOW?

Because we cannot change the India our ancestors inherited.

But we can influence the India our children inherit.

We can build universities.

Create companies.

Protect culture.

Encourage science.

Strengthen institutions.

Preserve languages.

Teach critical thinking.

Promote equality.

Celebrate diversity.

Innovate.

And most importantly…

RAISE A GENERATION THAT IS BOTH MODERN AND ROOTED.

“You cannot rewrite the history you inherited.
But you can write a future that makes your history worth surviving.”

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🌿 A SHREEBIRD THOUGHT

Maybe the real dream isn’t to go back and recover the Sone Ki Chidiya.

Maybe the dream is to BUILD A NEW GOLDEN BIRD.

One made not only of wealth…

but of KNOWLEDGE.

Not only of economic power…

but of HUMAN DEVELOPMENT.

Not only of skyscrapers…

but of STRONG COMMUNITIES.

Not only of technology…

but of WISDOM.

Not only of global influence…

but of COMPASSION.

Not only of modernity…

but of CULTURAL CONFIDENCE.

Because a truly prosperous India isn’t one where only the numbers are big.

It is one where its people can look at their country and say:

“I AM PROUD OF WHAT WE HAVE BUILT.”

And maybe someday, when future generations look back at our era, they won’t ask:

“What did colonialism take from India?”

They will say:

“LOOK AT WHAT INDIA BECAME AFTER IT FINALLY HAD THE FREEDOM TO WRITE ITS OWN FUTURE.”

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And perhaps…

THE GOLDEN BIRD WAS NEVER MEANT TO REMAIN IN THE PAST.

MAYBE IT WAS ALWAYS MEANT TO FLY AGAIN.

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💭 WHAT WOULD YOU ERASE FROM HISTORY?

If you had a magical eraser and could erase ONE event from history, what would you choose?

Would you erase a war?

A genocide?

A colonial era?

A political tragedy?

Or something much more personal?

Tell me in the comments.

Because sometimes the event we want to erase tells us something beautiful about the world we wish to create instead.

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SHIVASHRI GUPTAA

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